simple

hey_tactless @ 2006-01-28T02:39:00

2006-01-28T09:39:37Z

Hey, Nik died.

hey_tactless @ 2005-11-22T19:22:00

2005-11-23T03:23:38Z

I took a step back, and I breathed everything in. Why don't you do the same? Whose got plans? Wanna make plans?

hey_tactless @ 2005-11-17T21:05:00

2005-11-18T04:05:21Z

thricexugly: still planning on joining us on sunday night?
heytactless: i dunno
heytactless: i think i want to be surround by a bunch of stupid little kids that have no future
heytactless: and the smell, and the temperature, and the screaming, and the slam dancers, and the stupid little emo girls and their fagget boyfriends
heytactless: and the fucking hardcore kids, and the fucking scene kids
thricexugly: lol
heytactless: and stupid kids that dont need to be there
thricexugly: haha, alright
heytactless: and the hunger
heytactless: and the urge to smoke again
heytactless: and ill prolly get into a fight
heytactless: and then be fucked up by the guys friends
heytactless: cause everyone has bigger friends
heytactless: and ill be a little bloody ball of nik
heytactless: and ill die
heytactless: and thats how ill spend my night at the bled show
heytactless: fuck the rest of the bands
heytactless: underoath, thrice, and veda can all go die
thricexugly: ouch
heytactless: the new underoath is lame, the new thrice makes me want to die
heytactless: and who the fuck is veda
heytactless: seriously?
thricexugly: i still havent heard the new thrice stuff yet
heytactless: who is veda
thricexugly: lol, i have no idea
heytactless: its horrible
heytactless: new thirce is crappy crap
thricexugly: eh :-\
heytactless: oh and the UNDEROATH GIRLS
heytactless: fuck those underoath girls
heytactless: all of htem
heytactless: oh underoath i love them they are so like HxC
heytactless: fuck you and your gay perspective of music
heytactless: oh and the straight edge kids fuck them too
heytactless: fuck them, and their gay ass straight edge shit
heytactless: im straight edge and im gay
heytactless: fuck em
heytactless: wow im done
heytactless: woo
thricexugly: lol
thricexugly: WOW
thricexugly: and that is exactly why i love you... hahahahhaa

hey_tactless @ 2005-11-15T18:13:00

2005-11-16T02:14:50Z

So I've sat back, and watched most of the world in silence, sometimes I cause a loud apearance here and

there, but who doesn't. Life is good, again.

hey_tactless @ 2005-11-13T11:56:00

2005-11-13T18:56:34Z

If life were a person I'd punch it in the face.

hey_tactless @ 2005-11-06T20:43:00

2005-11-07T03:44:09Z

Eh, life.

Bring on the vicodin.

hey_tactless @ 2005-11-06T00:07:00

2005-11-06T07:08:49Z

i guess im a bad person.

but through this loss, i've gained something...

so i'm content with that.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-31T19:49:00

2005-11-01T02:49:54Z

Happy Halloween. Motherfuckers! Jack and I own you!

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-28T21:48:00

2005-10-29T04:50:18Z

Sometimes I think, I should of hit that wall. To many times I think of you. This is the last time I am am going to put up with anything like this.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-25T15:42:00

2005-10-25T22:42:44Z

behold a shitty photoshop picture.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-22T22:47:00

2005-10-23T05:47:40Z

You know I am horrible person, but I love it.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-18T16:59:00

2005-10-19T00:01:45Z

You know you come across those days where you wish you were six feet under.

Yup, it's one of those days.

Special Thanks to:

School
Money
The Opposite Sex
People

I think it's time I really turned towards God or something.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-14T20:13:00

2005-10-15T03:13:49Z

I just bought a Jackson guitar for ten bucks. Joy.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-12T22:07:00

2005-10-13T05:08:30Z

If I told her I liked her, would she like me back?

It's prolly just another lost cause, and I'll never a straight answer.

I guess I really am that different.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-11T19:29:00

2005-10-12T02:29:20Z

Ha, ha. Isn't life great?

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-10T21:51:00

2005-10-11T04:51:29Z

No names.

1. One secret
2. One compliment for me
3. One criticism of me
4. One love note to whoever you wish
5. Lyrics to a song
6. How old you are
7. How long we've been friends
8. One wish you have
9. What makes you happy
10. And a hint to who you are

I haven't done one of theses in a long time. humor me.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-09T22:07:00

2005-10-10T05:33:57Z

This moth in my room is flying around without a purpose, hitting everything in sight. I have an urge to kill it, although I won't. I wish I could function with out a purpose, acutally just without worries. I'd love that. I miss the days with just pointless conversations about our sceptical dreams, I miss playing shows, mainly I miss being a kid. If I could, I would trade places with a kid without friend, let them enjoy the attention. I would sacrifice my well being for someone to be happy. I should really state events rather than emotions so I will.

Homecoming 2005, wasn't bad at all. Although it was hot, I enjoyed myself. Dinner was good. Mood was crushed but other people were happy, so it all works out.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-09T11:55:00

2005-10-09T18:57:02Z

Homecoming 2005 was amazing, and that's an understatement.

Pictures Soon.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-05T18:19:00

2005-10-06T01:23:28Z

So a war had begun. Nihilism I cry, Nihilism!

Pathetic how some people are.

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-04T20:18:00

2005-10-05T03:19:11Z

hey_tactless @ 2005-10-03T20:56:00

2005-10-04T04:12:08Z

For myself,

The summer is endless in general, yet our mind's train of thought isn't. Our bodies can continue to grow, but minds can either be left in the growing stage, or they can surpass the common rate. I love to think that I'm not alone, but really I am. Nothing can really change that at this point of life. Sure friends, family, and relationships help, but really I am alone. I haven't found anyone like me, nor has come close, is it because I tend to think to much, is it because I can get really loud and obnoxious at times, is it because the next guy is better looking than me, is it because I don't fit in. I don't care about those things at all, but it's funny how minor things can accumulate in the long run. I want to move away from this bloody state, and just lose all the common fiascos. It will never happen. Everyday is the same, the continuous repetition of my lifestyle is making me worsen everyday. The perfect town: Fall and winter would be the only seasons. Coffee shops, bars, and music shops would travel as far as the eye can see. Everyone is intresting, and has a positive outlook on life. In retrospet this sounds alot like 1984, but I would be content with it. I just really miss those days when life meant waking up to go to the store with mom, or getting up early to watch cartoons. How I miss those days. How I miss my other self, that I haven't met yet.

hey_tactless @ 2005-09-28T21:54:00

2005-09-29T05:08:26Z

It's great to laugh at all the simple things. Yet, when it comes to crying I can't do it, no matter how hard I want to, or try it just won't escape my eyes. I've had this problem ever since I was a child. I remember during freshman year, rejection was a main source of hourly depression. Drama, and the common fueds between friends, was a great reminder on how sometimes you can question your being. I've grown up, and I'm proud of what I've done so far. Although I miss some people I've left behind. Even if our encounters were brief I still enjoyed them. I look upon our new generation, and I sigh for their just causes. Mine were once like theirs, but not anymore. As for love, love is just a word, that I frown upon. Honestly, the search for a partner during highschool is nothing more then to fill sexual desires. I give my congrats to every girl and boy that is together today, I don't know how you did it, but if you know tell me, I missed out when they explained that. I am attracted to quite a few girls, really it's nothing and it will be nothing. My method of not letting this really getting to me is painting, and music. Without those two forms of justice to calm my insanity, I would be six feet under right now. No joke. On the last note, I want everyone to relax and reflect.

hey_tactless @ 2005-09-27T19:47:00

2005-09-28T02:55:51Z

You know I'm glad, that everyone is happy with their life, it just makes me want to shoot for the same thing. I guess from now on, I can look at the world with more than a black and white perspective.
All I can really say is thanks guys for being good frieds.

hey_tactless @ 2005-09-20T17:23:00

2005-09-21T00:24:06Z

Everyone is full of imperfections. Personally me, get over it. please.

hey_tactless @ 2005-09-16T14:53:00

2005-09-16T21:54:01Z

I looking for a name for this movie. Only thing that came to me that I liked was 'Flowerpot.'